Samhain Circle

I went to Circle last night with a local coven. It was very interesting. I feel so lost though. No matter what I read I still feel like I don't have the hands on experience I would like. I learn a lot better when I do things hands on. It was an awesome experience and I can't wait to learn more. I'm a perfectionist at heart and I feel like that might get in the way of things. I know there are no set rules to Wicca though. I know a lot of people do things differently depending on how they were taught. Even reading books I feel like I'm not retaining anything. Time will tell though. I know I'm not going to learn everything at once.